I’m in Moncton. I’ve had to repeat it to myself over and over again. When I was talking Joanne’s ear off last night. When I woke up in Cyan’s bed this morning. Again at breakfast time. And now, again.
At around 9pm in Riviere du Loup I looked up the Acadian Bus Schedule online and discovered that I could have caught a bus to Moncton at 11am and would have already arrived there at 8pm. I could have been been tucked up in a familiar bed instead of being sleep deprived in Northern Quebec waiting for the Midnight Train.
My initial reaction was angry frustration. What the ****! I had asked all the right questions and been told that there was definitely only one bus passing through Rivieire du Loup at 4am. Yes it was a crazy time but there were no others. Sorry about that Madam. Why had I trusted the man? Why hadn’t I verified that he knew what he was talking about? Why hadn’t I gotten myself organised earlier? Why must I always procrastinate? My head was taking a severe beating from an imaginary plank.
A few hours later it had changed to resignation. In over 48 hours I had only had 2 hours sleep and my mind was spinning round and around, unable to make traction. I reconsidered my situation. Clearly I am supposed to be here. But why? Could someone please spell it out for me? Am I being punished for my lack of organisation? For being a lecherous old lady?
Just before Midnight my cab arrived, I dropped off my key in the Courier Box by the door and headed to the station where I was just one of two passengers. My ticket said that the train should arrive at 6 minutes after midnight (I love the degree of precision that VIA uses, given that most of the trains run at least an hour late) and I asked the man in the office if the train was on time. He responded that yes it was, which was interesting given that the train only got in at 30 minutes after midnight. I guess everything is relative.
I could only find a single seat (everyone else in the carriage was stretched out over a double) but there are times when being petite is advantageous and I managed to curl up in a tiny ball with my coat over my head and a via rail pillow and blanket for extra ‘comfort’ and slept fitfully for a few hours.
In Campbelton we got stuck for an awfully long time. I drifted in and out of sleep but each time I looked out of the window the Campbellon sign was still there. At around 5 they announced that due to freezing conditions some of the pipes had frozen up and they’d been defrosting them for the last 90 minutes. I sat there in my exhausted haze wondering if Winter had come as a surprise to them and whether this kind of thing happens every day or just once a year. Whether the engineers had stood there shaking their heads, muttering ‘Didn’t something like this happen last year too?’
Shortly afterwards I saw the sea. And then it dawned on me. I was meant to arrive in New Brunswick by train. The train follows the coast while the bus goes inland, through mile after mile of Irving tree plantation. The train moves from French, through mostly French, to to Bilingual, while the bus goes right from French to Angloville then back to Bilingual again. The bus would have arrived in the dark while the train arrives in daylight. The bus station in Moncton is just another dingy bus station, while the train station is a symbol of Moncton’s CN past. It took a whole lot longer to get to Moncton by train but I think that I needed that time. It had to feel like a real journey. I needed time to reflect. Not only on Quebec but on the voyage as a whole.
I arrived at the Moncton train station just as Joanne walked though the doors to meet me. “Did you just arrive?” she asked. “Wow, this is perfect timing.”
I had to agree.